Well I ended up surviving my birthday yesterday. Cody and Carson are still home sick, and I'm still not getting any sleep. That about sums it up.
As far as the previous post, well I've decided that I'm done trying. I reflect back on church last Sunday and basically the moral of the lecture was don't let yourself get so upset over other's actions or words. I cannot change other people nor will I try. So I'm going to move on. If Charlie wants to be a part of that, great. If not, well, then it's his loss. Charlie's daughter can decide in her own time if she wants to be a part of Carson's life but if she doesn't, then that will be fine. He doesn't know her now and so he doesn't realize he is missing a beautiful little girl in his life.
To all of my friends, I'm thankful for each and everyone of you. I had some phone calls, some private e-mails, and some comments on my blog. For those of you who trully know me, you never assumed that I was trying to insult her. You knew that my intentions were out of love and getting a relationship resolved. Most of you had faith in my loyalily to family. That was the best birthday present I could have asked for. I was trying to reach out for advice. Just so you know, most of you said the best thing to do is to sit back and let it ride out. If she wants to be in his life, she will. Best advice. This is why I blog. I love to brag on my three boys but just like every other household, there are problems. So sometimes I will seek out and ask for advice. If you scroll through my blog, you would see that I don't vent very often. But I do have a stressful life like most and I'm just trying to balance everything out. I consider myself a successful business owner, proud mother of three kids, two of which do well in school, I have a lot of great friends, and I'm trying to improve myself with going back to school. So for everyone who has stood beside me, from the bottom of my heart, thanks!!! Your why I love blogging and sharing and jumping on your sites as well!