Wednesday, January 21, 2009

I'm still here, just tired.

I know I should be very grateful and very blessed for everything I do have in my life but I'm just in a slump right now and as a lot of my friends have said, fallen off the face of the earth.

We had a pretty good weekend. Friday Cody went with his dad and Coltan stayed back to go to the movies with his friends. Carson and I hung out and played.

Saturday Carson decided to wake up around 4:00 AM and he was FULL of energy. Coltan stayed with me again and we really didn't do a whole lot that day either.

Sunday was Coltan's birthday and we ended up having a great time. We started out with Church and after that I took them to Chris' house so he could take them out to Buffalo Wild Wings. That is Colt's favorite. Then I went back and picked him up and took him out for pizza. He had a friend of his go to a late movie to see Mall Cop. Then back to pick them up at 11:30. We went back to my house and had cake and he opened up his presents. He said all he wanted was money but I went out and bought him two Playstation games and gave him $50.00.

Monday the boys were out of school and Cody stayed with his dad and my mom picked up Coltan and they went to the family birthday party for him while Carson and I stayed back.

I'm just have a lot weighing on me right now and when I'm feeling better, I will post some pictures of Coltan's birthday.

I just wanted everyone to know that I'm fine. I'm just wore down at the moment with everything going on. Thank you to everyone who is out there checking up on me. It sure makes some of my challenges easier when I know I have a whole cheerleading squad on my side.

13 comments:

Lacia said...

I've been wondering where you've been too. How dare you get me hooked on your blog and then not post for 4-5 days! LOL.

I'm sorry you're in a slump, I know there's brighter days ahead, just hang in there.

Rachel said...

You know I love you and I'm here for you always. I completely understand where you are coming from and sometimes you just need to take a break, sit back and be with yourself to get things in prospective. I hope things get better for you real soon.

We will try to get together this weekend and hang out. Mason has been begging to come over and meet you and the boys. We have soccer on Saturday at 3pm and other than that we are homebound for the weekend cuz we are broke as usual!

Keep your head up! Hopefully after yesterday you see that things will start looking up for you and Carson!

Love ya-
Rach

Kyler's Mom said...

Hang in there.

denise said...

Let me know if there is anything I can do! Call me back when you feel up to it!

Lacey said...

It had to hit you sometime. Just rest whenever Carson does, so you have energy for what he needs. We are praying for you, Lacey and Jax

Kaci said...

Happy Birthday to Coltan! Glad you're still here :) Hang in there, I'm sure you have better days coming.

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Angie said...

Hang in there and try to keep your head up. I am down in the dumps right now too and it is hard to pick yourself back up. I know you have plenty more on your plate than I do, but it is hard to get out of the funk. Thinking about you and hoping for a better tomorrow.

kristi said...

I understand. Hope things look up for you soon!! I love your blog layout by the way!

Kaden and Angel Ava's mommy said...

I hope that you start feeling better. Although we've gone through different trials in our lives I understand were you are coming from. I am glad that you posted and let us all know that things are ok. Thinking of you.

Carey said...

Hang in there girl. Thinking of you ...

Aimee said...

Hope you get feeling better. Oh, thanks for the idea on the camera. I think I'll try and take it back today! Loves...

Rachel said...

Hope you are ok...

Just sitting here thinking bout you and the boys. I saw on another blog, where you left a comment that Cody and Colt were sick.

Call me....Love you, miss you, thinking of you guys!!!!

Rach